Teacher
Bright Sun
Starry Night
Deep Sea
Soft
Sweet
Fierce
Unstoppable
Kind Father
Wise
Pure Love
When I tried to shine ... you gave me warmth
When I tried to be what I was not ... you gave me warmth
When I reached for the stars and ended up falling ... you gave me warmth
When I was unkind ... you gave me warmth
When I tried to prove myself ... you gave me warmth
When I kept asking and asking ... you gave me warmth
When I took what was not mine ... you gave me warmth
When I was trapped in my own illusion ... you gave me warmth
When I projected my anger ... you gave me warmth
When I lashed out like a child ... you gave me warmth
When I pretended to be anything but me ... you gave me warmth
When I ran away ... you gave me warmth
When I asked a question ... you gave me warmth
When I needed protection ... you gave me warmth
When I wanted to come back ... you gave me warmth
When I left again ... you gave me warmth
When I came back once more ... you gave me warmth
When I judged myself ... you gave me warmth
When I hated myself ... you gave me warmth
When I accepted myself ... you gave me warmth
I try, try, try
I run, run, run
I push, push, push
But all you ever wanted was for me to be me
Well that is not entirely true
You see Me, but I am still trying to find myself ... trying to be something ... trying, trying, trying
I am blind but you give me sight
You asked to be my brother ... but I wanted a father ... a mother ... a teacher ... a guide ...
When I surrender ... I become
When I surrender ... I am held
When I surrender ... I am warmth
When I surrender .. the I that I thought I was is washed by the river
I am afraid nothing is left ...
But I now realize what is revealed
What you always saw
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Thank you
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Love and warmth,
AGTTT